Silence…

When silence shouts in air, when no one is around,
A kind of loneliness comes from within and takes me away from surround.
A feeling that can’t be explained, comes like a spark,
That soon becomes light and takes me into the dark.
In light of dark I see just two people together,
Who met to be separated with prayers continuously being uttered.
No one is to blame, no one is happy instead,
We are mere puppets and can’t change our fate.
Delighted by the meeting but in different respect,
One is moving away with a hope of being in touch.
Nobody can change the golden words that are prewritten for all,
But still one wants to fight for getting only falls.
Want to ask a question, why are all not blessed,
If there is equality in God’s court, why only few are kept under shed.
One wants to fight and stop, as fate can’t be changed,
May be someone else is made for him & so my doors are hinged.
I know my destiny is he & no one can help me out,
Neither I want to lose him nor can I go & shout.
When he will be far away with not even his shade,
I will still pray for his success & his ultimate fate.
With a faith in my god I will ask for his happiness forever,
Whether he still remembers me or not I will forget him never.

If I Could....

If I could change my past, I would shuffle those days…
Day when I met u for the first time, will make them younger in age..

Coz I got the meaning of my life only after u stepped into it…
I would love to live 1 day more, if u were to be a part of that day even a bit..

U r my day, u r my way, u r a reason for me to move ahead…I pray every day to God to keep u happy & fine under his shade…..

Someone...

Most painful feeling in life comes when u miss someone,
Someone who is very far away from u,
Someone for whom u care without any bounds,
Someone for whom u pray before any other prayer,
Someone whom u love out of your limits,
Someone with whom u want to be every moment,
Someone with whom u want to share his sorrows,
Someone who always finds u with him regardless of the distance,
Someone whom u can see with your eyes closed,
Someone whom u can hear without his presence,
Someone for whom u wait every day with the strongest hope,
Someone who is in everyone’s heart yet is just yours,
Someone who is not only life of your love but is love of your life..

Prayers….

Days begin early, days end fast,
Time is running & again I m hurt.
Same story is repeating every day,
Creeping to change it but can’t change my way.
Situations getting worse every moment,
I m left alone in a corner with my knees bend.
Pleading to God to stop the time,
Can’t walk more on this endless line.
Lost in d world of sorrow with ignorance everywhere,
Searching for a hope but can’t see anyone near.
Can’t be more patient, can’t bear the pain,
Am tired of living like a lifeless fellow with water running in my veins.
Life is still & m being forced to move,
Following him at every step just to be with him.
Slightest thought of him makes me satisfied & smile,
Time when I was happy for myself is far behind no. of miles.
I think of him in day, I think of him at night,
Suddenly 1 day my inner soul asked me “Am I going right”???
I answered to myself “To live the life as u want”,
My brain was thinking deeply but my heart didn’t respond.
What fate holds for me next I am not aware,
Just want his happiness & success that’s start & end of my prayers.