Prayers….

Days begin early, days end fast,
Time is running & again I m hurt.
Same story is repeating every day,
Creeping to change it but can’t change my way.
Situations getting worse every moment,
I m left alone in a corner with my knees bend.
Pleading to God to stop the time,
Can’t walk more on this endless line.
Lost in d world of sorrow with ignorance everywhere,
Searching for a hope but can’t see anyone near.
Can’t be more patient, can’t bear the pain,
Am tired of living like a lifeless fellow with water running in my veins.
Life is still & m being forced to move,
Following him at every step just to be with him.
Slightest thought of him makes me satisfied & smile,
Time when I was happy for myself is far behind no. of miles.
I think of him in day, I think of him at night,
Suddenly 1 day my inner soul asked me “Am I going right”???
I answered to myself “To live the life as u want”,
My brain was thinking deeply but my heart didn’t respond.
What fate holds for me next I am not aware,
Just want his happiness & success that’s start & end of my prayers.